YOU......!!!

"Someone is bound to come along and due time and do better than you. And I won't be left alone, he'll love me for life and surely not careless, selfish like you, how the strength in me has grown and I realize I don't need you. Disrespect you've shown, you can run and hide but all of what happened will come back to you..."- Charlene Keys

 At the young age of 17 years I fell deeply in love for the very first time and that kind of love was doomed to end the way it ended but I was not mentally  ready nor prepared as the aftermath of it all hit me harder than I thought it would and left me bleeding on the ground. Feelings so exposed and heart beating outside my own body because that love was based on sex and went on to expend into something deeper on my side but never found the encourage to speak a word of it to him but loved the moment spent as he gave me so much space to be myself and went the extra mile to make me safe and provided a love so pure yet he was wrapped up in his twisted life outside us, layered with lies cause we built a world around that allows us to shut out the real world and be in this bubble where lust and transparency lived.


But once it all came to an a painful end, a shift took place in my mindset and persona and depression took place and I couldn`t see myself without him as he provided a love that I hadn`t experience, even when I would try to date I would always measure the guys to him but I had to shake that shit off and take it as a lesson learned and not allow it to hold me back from growing and evolving into the person I am today. For ten years now I`ve been committed to myself and my definition of love has gotten deeper and more defined as I know myself well enough to know who is deserving of me and I want build a relationship that sees us inspiring each other to be the best versions of ourselves and hold each other down through all the ups and downs of life but currently I`m beyond happy being in my skin and in my singlehood. 

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